today is a day of mourning, my hair has died. megs said "having sex and getting pregnant is the biggest mistake in life". i beg to differ, perming my hair was my BIGGEST MISTAKE! i want to dig a hole and stay there forever. i dont want to face the world, face people. my hair is so frizzly destroyed. i spent $200 in uglifying myself. i look like fucking simba. i squat down in the middle of the mall, arms on knees, head bowed down, moaning. i was that broken okay. i looked HORRIBLE. there goes my self confidence... i thought maybe tying it up would be a good idea. so megs and i went to the $2 shop to find rubber bands. they didnt sell any but the nice cashier gave us one, my life saver! ah! i want to die!! life is not fun anymore. my hair now, reflects my life. uhhhhhhhhhh. how am i going to face my parents?!
i am going to put my sadness aside for the moment. from beginning till the end, megan sih mei ling was with me. i mean BEGINNING okay. from 8.25am til 7.40pm. she kept me company while i waited for my hair to be done. she even sat beside me when i washed my hair, lol, so cute. she was the first person who saw my ugly hair. she told me it was pretty when i thought it was shitty fuckidy ugly. she listened to my never-ending whines. she bought a new lock for our locker too! aw, i love you, megs!


